contact us

5245 Netherland Ave
Bronx, NY, 10471
United States

daisyamerica llc is a publishing house whose purpose is to help and nurture creative artists across all disciplines find the maximum audience for their work. It exists to publish and promote the work of artists whose work reflects core energy known as kundalini, paramchaitanya, rhu, ruach or in Christian terminology, the Holy Spirit. It is informed by the teachings of H.H. Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, the greatest spiritual personality, who gave en masse Self-realization spontaneously and effortlessly and whose mission was to emancipate the whole of humanity in preparation for the coming Age of Aquarius, the Age of Satya Yuga.

Sakshi Blog

Fooled and not healed - Thoughts on health

Alan Wherry



I am not the only one to say so of course. Our food industry has promoted processed food with addictive substances  (MSG, artificial flavor enhancers, preservatives) that enslaves the captive market of those who want to eat more.  Junk food and beverages without real nutrition encourages the continuous craving of the body that is deprived of what it needs to balance itself and ensure the proper functioning of body fluids and organs.  Our eating habits –some of the stickiest acquired conditionings - can thus more easily lead to over weight, high cholesterol or diabetes .

For decades, preservatives and additives in the products have introduced new toxins in the body that add up to those carried by other products we now eat, which are saturated by pesticides, herbicides and the chemicals from contaminated soils. Artificial fertilizers have depleted the nutritional biodiversity of our topsoil. And let us not even go into antibiotics and hormones in industrially produced poultry, pork and beef. 

Many do not notice. The marketing advertising industry blesses the dubious new food as being the good old food of grandma, which indeed was another matter in a different and cleaner world. The marketing world in turn greatly influences the medias that it subsidizes. Scientific research on the matter is being ignored or suppressed.

The consequent weakening of people’s immune systems prevents them to self heal, so they need to return to the doctors and the prescriptions, which is exactly what they are supposed to do.  This would not be the case if, worst case scenario, they would be truly cured.

Of course all this goes fine with the pharma and medical industries which rush to help.  Pharma products address symptoms but cause damage elsewhere in the body. New preservatives including heavy metals (mercury, aluminum, cadmium) have been introduced in vaccines … for the welfare of children. etc, etc..

 However, I was recently told,  allopathic medicine is a technology driven process, not a scientific driven process because science would make a careful assessment of the practices and demonstrate the poor results in terms of  financial investment/curative impact ratio. Symptoms are addressed but causes remain, thus preparing for the next bout of sickness and the next bills to pay, thank you very much. So goes the world and most think it has to go this way because they are told so. 

On one hand the food, pharmaceutical, fertilizer, marketing, medical industries. On the other hand the brave practitioner who really would like to cure. He looks like a lonely Don Quixote but mathematics will come to his help.

The USA spends 1.3 trillion dollars a year on health and is going broke because health does not improve, and sickness expands (e.g. the cancer and obesity pandemics). National economies cannot cope with this situation. State budgets are busted in most countries where the allopathic medical system is guaranteed by the insurance rent. So Obamacare was not such a great idea after all. When patients spend money that is not theirs on their health, they do not have a real incentive to select the most affordable effective therapy. Yet, given a chance, they would rather improve their health rather than the bank account of the doctor.

 And the good news is that the best doctor is … our own body.  For instance, naturopathy sees cancer as a last protection measure of cells which do not know anymore how to get rid of the toxins and do not get enough oxygen.  Hence return from acidity to alkalinity and oxygenation is generally recognized as the path to constitutional healing.  Toxicity is not only physical but mental or emotional, anxiety, fears, etc... So even if a specific treatment (chemotherapy or surgery) gets rid of a tumor, the conditions leading to this cancerous condition must be healed, otherwise it can obviously reappear. The sickness is no longer the enemy but the waking call inviting us to take responsibility for our own health.

So it is about holistic healing, a good thing in any case, isn’t it? Beyond any specific ailment that may trouble us, we go for a constitutional improvement that enhances our total health and fitness. Being a novice in this field, I was introduced to the emerging world of true healing while visiting Dr. Alex Yuan in Hong Kong who confidently states it is possible to be healed and not fooled.  For more info on his clinic you can go to

Manuscript fragments

Alan Wherry

by kind courtesy and permission of Grégoire de Kalbermatten

these are hand-written fragments from Shri Mataji - originally posted on

Without integration, the world would go to pieces. 

Outside appearance of the Mystery. Unconscious, Scriptures. The hypothesis is why the evolution? Rationality of  Avatara. Rationality of plotting a chart, reaching the conclusion. How the scientists work out.  If there is any truth in whatever they say, the experiment must work out.

The sense and the non-sense of the search. The knowledge of the Absolute by two sources: 1) by the Unconscious; 2) by the Incarnations. It was available to the enlightened ones. Later on, institutions and organizations were established in the name of the enlightened ones.  The unenlightened, when exposed to these institutions, felt the sense of power in these institutions and they created an area through which they could dominate these organizations.

SHRI VISHNU. Protects and evolves: The new dimension of awarenessopen one by one. During varahasti, the protecting role is evident. Durga takes 108 (main) forms in her many incarnations to protect the sadhakas (seekers).

At the Varaha (wild boar) stage, the (impulsive) fear of the animals is expressed. That is the beginning of seeking for protection and it is the starting of collective organizations among the animals.

At the time of Narashima (half man, half lion) the awareness of the domination of man over natural forces and animals can be achieved.

In the incarnation of Vamana (short man) the awareness of man was enlightened with the idea that he can capture the three worlds (triloka) Heaven , Earth and the Hell.

The advent of Parshurama (strong man) brought forth the powers achieved by self control (tapobala) and the human beings became aware of it.  They started a new search of the inner life in the forest.

Shri Rama. He came to enlighten the human social and political consciousness in the human beings :socio-political rules (samaj tatha, Rajkakaran Dharma). He expressed God's majesty in the divine rights of kings and human institutions.

Shri Krisha. He incarnated to open another horizon in human understanding, the power of divine love and to watch the play of God’s power as a witness. By His incarnation the human imagination reached the sky of awareness about the great primordial Being (Virata). So, human beings as philosophers started evolving metaphysical perceptions.

In the life of Jesus Christ, who was the highest expressed essence of spiritual innocence, the human beings understood the sacrifice of the dearest and only Son of the Father for the sake of humanity. This gave a very human perception of God’s love for humanity.

The crucifixion of Christ is at the time when people knew about God Almighty through the incarnation of Shri Krishna but did not know how to crucify their human self to make the spiritual self express itself.  This was shown in the resurrection of Christ.  Thus, the human beings, as physical witnesses, envisaged the immortality of Spirit within man.

Therefore, the advents of incarnations are milestones in the progress of spiritual awareness.  They echoed in the darkness of the ignorance, the sound of spirituality and touched every time a new boundless perception, new fragrance, a new color to the beauty of the creation. 

Because man cannot move towards God, God has to come to him as an incarnation.  Books cannot do that.

Believing also is only possible through seeing an incarnation at work.

Metaphysics depends on the human conception of God which is limited.  The human awareness can not comprehend reality.  It has to evolve to the point of Self awareness. 

I think the “Gods” described by the Greeks are the people called as devas. They all are not perfect beings because they are not incarnations; we can call them as officers appointed by God Almighty on the  supraconscious area (rajo guna) and subconscious areas (tamo guna). They are not Deities (devatas) who are fully divine and pure. And exist in the central area, the sushumna nadi (satwa guna).

The sense of pure companionship that renders complete relaxation to the mind is missing from the western families.

Because the human attention gets diversified, overloaded without getting any real satisfaction.  How can one expect to achieve bliss and tranquility in this maddening world?  The escape from life and reality is the only way left to the members of such a society. Moreover, how can you blame anyone when everyone is making everybody else sink into misery and is affecting each other in a mutually destroying society?

Where the women lead a respectable life and are revered there resides the play of the deities. Sacredness of married life.

You can change your cloth if you can separate your cloth from you. You clean it without feeling guilty about it because you are not your clothes.

When the false gurus say “everything is divine, everything is good” I say, will the satanic elements speak against themselves.  Will the thieves say that one should keep the house locked? They will always say that everything is fine. Keep all open for them to enter and loot you.  

Individually also, the real poverty is of wisdom 

Those people who are trying to find God in the Big Bang are misleading themselves.  The power that brought forth the Big Bang is universal but is to be achieved within yourself.  Once the human attention achieves the subtle consciousness; it will be able to enter into the subtle power that exists even in the subatomic particles, the new neutrino.  Otherwise, all matter remains opaque to human minds.  Like histology without microscope.

Then one must question why the mastery over the matter?  The deep down truth is that by the revelation of matter and of material development, man can save time and labour to contemplate. On the contrary, man has become a very busy person and a slave of habits and comfort. Material mastery has bestowed upon him a life long slavery, while man floats gladly in his inflated balloon of ego.

new upload from Easter 2003:

We can say that the thoughts come from the past and the future in the present – conscious mind.  The space is very small.  Like a wave a thought emerges, more because of language development, it becomes much more gross and, at the end of it, the attention jumps to another one of many thoughts which are waiting at that ending point.  With the Kundalini, the space between the thoughts becomes much wider, with Kundalini’s entry the attention is carried above all the points like a lotus coming out of the mud into the fresh openness of the limbic area which is the “present”. If one remembers his first moment of realization, when the space has increased considerably, he can bring it back into the conscious mind and can help to recreate the same.


The Katmandhu Letters - Private letters from Shri Mataji 1975, 1976 and 1977

Alan Wherry

by courtesy and kind permission of Grégoire de Kalbermatten -

10 May 1976

2, Parklands, Ice House Wood, OXTED Surrey

Human beings take for granted all the miraculous divine happenings. This is part of Maya for I do not want all of you to get startled and shocked. The veil has to be lifted in such a smooth movement that you should not loose even a ripple of Joy that is beaming through the drama of your ascent.

Perhaps you were short sighted about yourself. You did not know your capabilities and hence you were struggling. This made the simple thing so complicated and difficult. Just think about it. After all, what sins can overcome the Divine Love? What human foolishness of destruction can bring forth the destruction of the Creation or its Creator that resides within you?

So arise and awake yourself to the great advent of Satya Yuga. All your fatigue and impatience would disappear if you feel the morning breeze of blossoming bliss of God Almighty.

yours most loving mother, Nirmala

May 1977
2, Parklands, Ice House Wood, OXTED Surrey

You can cure human beings but cannot force them to accept me which it seems is the only condition that deities are not asking to compromise with. If it is not done by human beings Sahaja Yoga has to fail and we have to accept the verdict of the “Pralayankara”, the destroying aspect of God (Sadashiva).

Jimmy Carter is talking about human right but does he know that human beings have certain duties towards themselves? Does he realize that they have no right to spoil their Mooladhara and the Sushumna by their egoistical freedom? Does he understand that Americans are under another kind of captivity? It is your task to write in your book very clearly that they cannot proclaim anything about right and wrong when their own instruments are rotten.

yours most loving mother,


London, 8th November 1975

We celebrated Diwali with yagnya of Vishnu’s 1000 names. I have done it first time in all my lives.  I was very good at Sanskrit difficult words to my great surprise.  This will do lot of good to this country and the world at large. It will expedite the evolutionary process by blasting many age old adhramas of western life.

I wish I could meet your mother.  You may write to her that the source of joy is from within and not from without. No one can give you that so why worry about your surroundings? If you awaken and arise, you may illumine the darkness around you and give others the joy of your Being.

Bombay, 20th March 1976

First a pattern of the path is created by the first seeker, is to be made with greatest care and love and once all the map is ready you know which is the shortest way. This knowledge then becomes the part of the unconscious, which helps much faster…. The unconscious plays the role of registration of all the findings of the conscious being and enacts according to the findings of Sahaja Yogis as well as Adi Shakti.

London, 6th September 1976
The environment plays a big role in the reaction of a person.  The sensitivity of the charkas becomes dull after the first few shocks to them. Then a human being starts living with all the shocking habits very easily.  He exists, but in a very superficial manner and does not want to go down into his depth as he cannot face the shocks that are stored within. He tries to forget them as that helps him to exist.

You have been worried about others. To the extent that you want their emancipation I am willing to agree. But this is only possible if you can see the purpose of emancipation.  The purpose is to introduce to their awareness the kingdom of God, His laws and His glory.  The responsibility of every individual as an instrument is to accept Him in his full freedom.  The object of Sahaja Yoga is complete liberation hence nothing can be done arbitrarily by Adi Shakti. The only thing I can do is to lead you and guide you to awaken your divinity in full freedom.

A cat has to change seven places to save her children.

London, 22nd September 1976

Those who are real seekers of truth do not give up their seeking by their frustrating finding of untruth.

There are plastic flowers.  That does not mean there are no real flowers. The religions manifested as real flowers on the tree of religion but people removed the flowers from the tree and made them dead flowers, as their own property. Once you know the reality, you can know all the incarnations of divine manifestation and their functions.

To know the reality you have to be born again. You have to know the unconscious. Your attention has to jump in the unconscious. In the human state you cannot know the unconscious, hence it should not be discarded but should be accepted as unknown.

When you jump into your unconscious, as you have seen, you become collectively conscious.  You “become” but not that you think or feel but you are endowed with awareness. That knows about the other people’s kundalini and charkas on your fingers, spontaneously.  From you heart, like a mild electric current, the divine power (shakti) starts flowing. They are the divine vibrations (chaitanya lahari)

London, 12th October 1976

It is very true that some human beings in the prehistoric times were very wise and dynamic. Maybe they were realized but such people, in ancient civilization, must have been very much accepted as higher people. Otherwise how can you account for building a pyramid in Egypt, which is, from inside, all vibrated. (The human brain is also a “pyramid like” but not yet perfected. The proportions of Pyramid are Divine. (This is all supported by a scientist in his book on “the super nature” where he found that dead bodies do not decay). There are many such instances.  Specially artists who were of higher awareness (realized souls) were accepted and that is how the Taj Mahal works (the dome gives resonance and there are lots of vibrations as the dome has a special shape. So these are no more make believes.  They are all beyond the conception of even modern men.  The reason for this acceptance comes from the fact that human beings at large, at that time, accepted virtue (the expression of Dharma) for the pattern of their life.  They did not get “liberation” from virtue, socially or politically. Dharma was accepted as something to adhere to.

There must be clear-cut ideas as to the formal religions appropriated by people who “talk about God”.  They are not realized and those who are realized also are not fully aware of themselves. The talk about God leads to the rationalization of formal religions.  The mythical organized religions have befooled human beings to such an extent that it looks like a joke, which has turned into a cold-blooded murder.  I do not know whether to laugh or to be angry or to weep with anguish.

This is how I describe dharma in short.  Dharma is the sustenance of all things that are born or created. It is super nature that gives valences to atoms in an element. It is dharma that is expressed as the quality of these elements. For instance, gold has a quality that it is untarnishable.  The human beings are like perfected instruments, like computers.  Of course, if their dharma is in balance, they are the best receptors. You can understand that the divine awareness is like the main electrical current which starts the computer (Self-realization).  If the Dharma in the instrument is lacking, Self-realization does not give full results. It becomes like a secondhand car.  Dharma is the fulcrum and the one who is in Dharma never gets into imbalance.  So the attention has to be on “dharma”, the point where the gravity of sin does not act.

The information of dharma comes from the unconscious but the movement from the fulcrum can take the human attention so much in one dimension or so much like a see-saw  that ultimately the beam of life tilts towards one side, either towards hell or towards destruction. Because, if the extreme movements are like a see-saw, the delicate flower of human awareness becomes confused and people suffer from all kind of diseases.

So what must we do?

The human beings have to come to the state of Gautama who became the Buddha. He searched in all earnestness and honesty. He gave up first all fake worldly preoccupations.  This is not required but when he gave up all hopes of searching, (the occupation of the mind), he accepted his defeat. He felt tired and fell at the feet of the Holy Ghost.

Buddha had dharma. His body was clean, His mind, the attention, did not find any joy in the worldly greed or desire.  His cup was ready and it emptied when he was tired and surrendered and that was the moment: like torrential rain, the “Shakti” filled His cup and made Him the “Shakta”, the Enlightened One. So, when you are talking of virtue, you are warning them to keep the cup intact and clean.

Sahaja Yoga is the proof of all the scriptures that are challenged.  But I had to come to explain, to give realization and to tell you the “know how.”

In science first a hypothesis is propounded and then experimented. If we get the results, it becomes the scientific law. In the same way, so far, religions or ideas of God was a hypothesis but  how this hypothesis becomes the law through Sahaja Yoga is to be seen.

Sahaja Yoga is more concerned with the Mahalakshmi Power – evolutionary power  which also integrates all the three powers at the point beyond the Brahmarandra (top of the head). With this integration, the Sahaja Yoga discovery proves that the human being is a perfected instrument, a computer built in various period which, when put to the mains, starts giving information.

It proves that all religions are living flowers on the tree of life and they describe the Truth. All Incarnations are “true”.  All this can be proven at the time of Kundalini awakening.

It creates a human awareness, which can have a dialogue with the unconscious.  
Bombay, 29th January 1977

The other argument that I gave in my book is about a doctor who thought that the second birth is possible only through sex and I told him that: “you were born because of your parents and not by your own activity. To say that, when you love fully you must have sex, that means you love someone for sex and that without it your love is not expressed. The absolute value of love is thus challenged. Also, how can you have sex with all the people all the time?  It is not possible.  Then how can you love the people “fully” all the time? It  so foolish and absurd that I cannot argue on such empty grounds.

London, 27th April 1977

As sometimes, we, in our memory, relive some beautiful moments of our past and feel the same joy, in the same manner, every idea of a realized soul can be materialized (sakar).  We do it unconsciously many a times when we paint an unknown picture.  We imagine and enjoy our imagination and then recreate and enjoy more.  But a Sahaja Yogi can weave a beautiful pattern of joy by suggesting joyful, beautiful ideas to oneself.

London 12th May 1977

India has now won back its democracy and the leaders are talking of Gandhiji. That is a very big step forwards towards the new style of government. Gandhiji believed in LOVE of God. He believed in dharma.  He believed in integration.

London 2nd September 1977

The Kundalini is like a rope with many threads.  She rises by unfolding her coils piercing every chakra.  The width of the Kundalini or the number of threads start diminishing as She ascends if the higher chakras are not open or if the piercing points in the charkas are constricted. If the lower charkas are open the Kundalini rises as a whole, but if the higher charkas are not open then the constriction does allow few threads to pass.  So it is very necessary to have at least the lower charkas cleansed. In the western mind the higher charkas are better but as their Mooladhara chakra is in jeopardy, the force is very weak and their own sensitivity very poor.
When the Kundalini rises without any hurdles, it reaches the Agnya and spreads on the lower brain plate like a cloud, so a heaviness or sleepy feeling crawls.  I say that first the mother puts you to sleep.  The second feeling is when the vital force of Kundalini melts down over the Ida and Pingala.  As if the cloud of the vital force starts pouring bliss.  Gradually the head feels as if the lead is being taken off.  One feels relaxed.  Now again these two channels carry it down up to Nabhi and now a new force from Kundalini joins it … Then the triple force rises which opens the Agnya.  At this time eyes get closed. . The pupils start dilating.

Now the head gets clearer but some feel a mild pressure or throbbing at Sahasrara.  The Agnya crossing creates the thoughtless awareness.  You feel the silence of Sahasrara.  At Sahasrara the Kundalini accumulates.  A kind of release starts as the Brahmarandra (fontanel bone) opens.  It works slowly with some, but with most of them it is with a gush.  At that moment, the sadhaka (disciple) feels the cool breeze of the vibrations.  This is “realization”.  There are many who have got jagruti (awakening) and have got the curing power but they cannot remain in thoughtless awareness.  They touch it for a minute or so.  But the process of Kundalini oozing out works out with time and ultimately they reach a stage of doubtless awareness. 

With some like X it was a quick permanent ascent, he felt as if two bath of ice fell on his hands and started melting.  The cooling crawled into his being. If the Visshuddhi is doubtful or stretched and constricted, then, one does not feel the vibrations despite realization, meaning the piercing of the Brahmarandra.

The collective consciousness is felt even before the Kundalini pierces the Brahmarandra fully.  You start feeling the burning on the fingers and also the discriminating styles of collective consciousness are manifested.

London, 16th October 1977

I laugh aloud at the idea of writing a book! God saves the reader!

Great news for all the Sahaja Yogis.  The first public lecture is on the 24th of this month at Caxton Hall. We have advertised and have invited many people. Let us see how it fares.

The way you plunged into dangers, you have really hurt yourself too much.  The other Sahaja Yogis in London are also of the same type. I have to work very hard I know.


The Seventh Seal

Alan Wherry


Only when the illusion is real, is it really an illusion.

A mask on the face of a comedian is not an illusion because everyone can see it is a mask.

But the mask of our misidentifications is a real illusion because we take it for our reality.

This mask is a web and, everyday, it is woven anew by the threads of our thoughts and, less frequently perhaps, our emotions.

Modern relativism is the world view in which the creation and expansion of illusions is declared to be the real world.

The ancient called this the Bhavasagara, the ocean of illusions.

The Buddha called this the cycle of desires, suffering and resulting rebirths.

This is a carousel without visible exit, though we have been looking for it.

The door is hidden, the door is shut. But it was meant to be revealed and opened.

Christ said He is the door but few are those who could pass through Him.

The Redeemer, Counselor and Comforter came after him as He had promised.

And She broke the Seventh Seal.

courtesy of Grégoire de Kalbermatten -